Not mySelf; 5 Sep 19
Today is my last first day of school as a student. It’s a surreal feeling, knowing that in 15wks I will graduate with my MFA and be on my own in this crazy, chaotic art world. I remember my first day at the school 9yrs ago as I started my AA degree. I thought I wanted to be a fashion photographer but realized within a couple semesters that 1) nope. And 2) I wanted to teach. So despite everything, and with a TON of support from my husband and kids, here I am… Starting my last semester of my terminal degree in Fine Art Photography, assistant teaching at a college, and praying harder than ever that once I get that final degree I will be able to find work. I am one that needs control and predictability when it comes to the big things and not knowing what is going to happen after this is killing me… But for now, all I need to worry about is introducing myself to two new classes. And maybe make some jewelry because I have an awesome elective!